Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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I am who I am...You are who you are...so dun judge coz we are both different ppl...

DESIRESY
Dun change who I am

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Tuesday, January 10, 2012
2:23 AM

When they are close it feels so warm
Somehow it feels like they are slowly getting further
At time it's like some are disappearing
Turns out no one was disappearing
The one disappearing was her
It was her all along
The fear of disappearing without being notice slow build up
Eventually becoming someone that she don't even know
Giving up and stop hoping for anything
Until the one person appear
The one that was always by her side
The one that stop her from disappearing
The one that didn't forget her

Will you ever notice me...

2:07 AM

Doesn't matter how long I waits
No matter how much I hope
Things that are not meant to be will never be
There is no point in hoping and waiting for something that is never going to happen
It's time to throw away my dream
To tear it to pieces and burn them
Letting it vanish into the air


Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, October 6, 2011
8:57 AM

I am afraid that thing will not go back to way it used to be
I am afraid I will disappear without you knowing
I don't want to go on in this silent
I want to break down this thick wall between us
I am afraid of getting used to this silent, loneliness and cold life
I want to feel the warm hug and love you used to give me
I want to be laughing and smiling together
So don't leave me standing there
Alone and empty


Will you ever notice me...

8:37 AM

Just when I think I am no longer invisible
You remind me that I am
How long is it going to go on?
When will you look at me?
Will I never exist in your eyes from now on?
Are you going to shut me out?

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, June 17, 2011
1:54 AM

One morning I woke up from dream/nightmare that I was pregnant. I didn't have the big tummy just knew that I was pregnant. For some reason I kept feeling my tummy like hoping the child inside me would disappear. The thought of me having a baby terrified me so much that I just want to break down and cry. The thought of miscarriage even made me happy. I feel so bad that I even had that thought. I don't know why being pregnant made me so scared when I love baby.

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, January 9, 2011
4:14 AM

I never wan to be attach to anyone cause when we separate it feels so lonely. I never ever wan to feel lonely again so let stay like this forever. I dun wan to feel so helpless, hurt and pain. When we separate it feels like there's a wall between us that can't be broken down. It really hurt to know that we will not be able to do all thing that we used to do. It doesn't matter how badly I wan us to be together...in the end it hurts more and all the fun we have can't even heal the wound.

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, October 25, 2010
4:58 AM

Tomorrow is the day everything finally comes to an end. I will be free of everything that have been trouble to me. Soon I will be able to life freely. Finally I only have me to think about. No more teasing, fighting, or even hating. There will only be happy day ahead of me. Tonight I will go to bed thinking of the joyful time only few hours ahead of me. Time may be up and out but knowing of the wonderful time I will have...I still be able to smile although I will lose a friend. Whatever it is I have to keep my words, right...
*keep smiling even if it hurts*

Will you ever notice me...